No denying it anymore. School starts soon. As I read my letter from our new school superintendent, I'm hit with a sobering reality: it's been a long year since my last letter. And although I know people would just love for me to digress and list all the ways things went wrong last year, I won't do that.
It's a gift to put your past behind you, or in the case of what Pumba says in the Lion King:
"You've got to put your behind in your past."
Yes, although Timon corrects Pumba, there's a lot of truth in that line.
No one wants to focus on their butts. They're hard to look at, sometimes smelly, and rarely is anyone happy with how they look. Isn't our past often that way?
Being a child who grew up going to Alcoholics Anonymous meetings with my parents, the most familiar prayer I know now is the Serenity Prayer. I can recite this quicker than the Lord's Prayer. Probably because when you go from a Methodist to a Mormon to a Presbyterian, there are so many different versions (and in the case of Mormonism, not even paid attention to), it's not the same as a prayer that never changed. After "Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep," I think the Serenity Prayer is the first prayer I did learn:
God, grant me the Serenity
To accept the things I cannot change
The courage to change the things I can
And the wisdom to know the difference.
What a simple prayer! The first prayer is for peace! Do you know how often in prayer I ask for peace now? It's always what I ask for when I don't know what to pray for!
The second prayer is for acceptance that I have no control. I have no control over what God wants for me--I am on His path. I do, however, have control over my reactions to His plan. And if nothing else takes courage, that does.
Finally, it asks for wisdom to know. For me, wisdom includes laying my burdens at Jesus' feet and leaving it there. I think it's a prayer of many for that wisdom.
In the coming school year, I pray for peace, acceptance, courage, and wisdom. I pray that the Lord lead me how He wants in educating children. And I pray that I keep the courage and wisdom to lay problems at His feet.
This Photograph was taken on December 24, 2009, just after sunrise at Port Orleans Resort-French Quarter. This was the view near my room and it reminds me that every moment is a moment for a sunrise or a new beginning.
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus." ~~Philippians 1:6-7